I have been in these hills for not even two weeks now and I am completely exhausted. I have been grappling with the feeling that I will be spending two more months here and two weeks of those weeks I will be essentially alone in a dorm room that doesnt belong to me and my days will consist of data entry and secretarial spazums. Mmm yes.
In a years review when reflecting back at how I felt last summer on this day I felt a similar mix of emotions. One that consisted of hopes and dreams and anxiety packaged together resulting in making changes and personal goals to drive me forward. I feel like today, a year later my outlook is still anxious but completely different, I hope to be back with those I care most about, I dream to be with the one I love, two months just two more months.
The next few weeks will test my patience, will hopefully teach me a bit more about myself and how I relate and interact with others, but all in all I will survive being a resident assistant for a high school academic program, somehow. In this next month I will bring everything I have to the table.
About Me
- Jennifer W.
- Massachusetts
- 20 years experience. Completing my undergrad for the next two years. The question is: can I do it?
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